SHIMABADDHATA
Rajdhani shahorer upokanth, parbesh besh nirjon, kolahal
theke dure, sandhya namche, shit o pray agato... paribesh ra aro monoram hoye
utheche, bahutal abasan er besh oporer talay thaken Debika Sen... ekaki, sabe
college er adhyapana theke abosar niyechen, kintu aaj o parashona lekhalekhi
tei nijeke basto rakhen,,, sudhu TV dekhe ba thakur ghorei somoy katiye den
na.... kintu aaj mon ta ek nidarun prosanti te bhore ache... karon aaj bahudin
pore TV r ekti chanel e Satyajit Roy er “ Shimabaddha” chabiti dekhano habe,
samoy mato tari hoyechen, halka proshadhon o sere niyechen, Debika chara barite
chayasangi Basanti.. bas poribar bolte ei... attiyo bolte bhai er chele
Sauvik.. pishi anto pran, jatoi kaaj thakuk, kolkatay thakle saptahante ashbei
raat katiye bari phirte sei rabibarer sandhye.Debika majhe majhei balen hare tor bandhubandhab
nei, sei adda chere prottek saptahe buri pishir jannya bay korish keno? Ami to
besh achi, tor girl friend nei? Aajkaal to suni otato sabar age hoy, biye tha
korbi kabe?... Sauvik er ek uttar age tumi balo... biye korle na keno? Tomar
kono boyfriend chilo na? Naki se daga diye chole gache? Debika uttare bolen tor
ashundari pishir jannya ke aar thakbe
bol, chemistry boi aar toder mat nachher chatro chatri niyei din kete galo.. se
somoy aar pelam kothay?
Aaj jadio Shouvik ashe ni office er kaje Pune gache... kintu
ei monoram sandhay se sab kathai mone uki dichhe aar miti mity hanschen
Debika... Basanti coffee diye galo.. chumuk diteo bhule gelen... bare bare
ghorir dike dekchen... kakhon saatta bajbe.... dekhano habe Shimabaddha. Oi
chabi tar moddhei Debika khuje pan ore jiboner ekta hariye jaoa addhay, oh duto
manush er moddhe erkom mil thakte pare? Saal ta 64 , Debika college e protham
barsher chemistry hons er chhatri, sadhinatar anando joar e bhaschen, sudhu o
keno sab chatro chatri rai tai, sudhu common room ba gachtalay adda jamano....
er bhetorei thik holo excursion e Dajeeling jaoa habe... Debika o daler
annotamo .Smriti hatrachhen Debika... chabir mato phute utche sei dingulor
katha. Basanti uki dite eshe tara dilo coffee to thanda jal hoye gache... aar
kakhon chumuk debe didi? Mone mone bhablo masterni didi gulo bodhoy erakam e
hoy, tay abar aaj TV r samne basha hoyeche hate remote niye. Er age emon
dekhechi bole mone to parena, tabe ki holo aaj ke? Chokher kon jeno ektu chik
chik o korche? Bhabe habe hoyto Sauvik babar jonne mon kharap, phone no ache
bhabe khabor debo naki Souvik baba ke?
Mridu bakuni diye abar kon gavire probesh korlen Debika.....
mone pare Darjeeling jabar din sakale college ferot hatat siddhanto niyechhilen
ore bari jaben, kara narar awaz e oi daroja khulechilo aaj o bhase ore abak
mukh... sambit phire peye sadore ghare deke niye giyechilo ghare, egiye
diyechilo mora... katha hariye giyechilo dujoner e, bhab-bachchya janai
chilo.... ki para hochhe? Aaj train katay? Kakhon bari theke berote habe?
Eisab, ekhono Debika spasto dekhte pan khola boi ta upur kore rakha “ Padma
Nadir Majhi” Debika aaj o nijeke prosno kore sedin keno giyechilam ore bari?
Nichak train er samoy jante? Jatha samoy e train amader sabai ke niye pari diyechilo...
swapner sei jatra sesh hoyechilo Shailo sahare, sei protham amader aneker pahar
darshan, Chatrabas e ekdike meyera annodike chelera, rate khabar ghore
bosechilo ganer ashor, kintu aat-dash jan cheler moddhe okei ba keno batikrom
bole mone hote laglo, ore chokhe o ki dekhechilam ek bisesh jiggasha? Amra
mafassal er meyera sabai alpo bistor gaan jani, karon bikele sabar baritei
probin griha sikkhak asten meyeder gaan sekhate, amio sikhechilam, matroi
takhon du ekta gaan e tulte perechi, tai jakhon amar pala elo, aar kono gaan
tola chilona bolei geyechilam “ Ei
lavinu sango tabo sundaro he sundaro.... dhannya holo ango mamo punya holo
antaro”..... sei suru....amar Rabithakur nirontar amay jugiye giyechen
prakasher bhasha, amar prem, bhalobasha, sukh dukkho sab prokash kortam tar
ganee.Darjeeling er sonali rode makha din gulo ki bhabe ketechilo ta bhable aaj
ei 65 bochor boyesh eo ek annya rakamer anubhuti hoy, ja bhashay prokash korte
parbo na.
Phire elam Darjeeling theke, e jeno ami ek annya Debika jake
ami nijei chinte parina, Ami aar Tezarat, college er 2nd year er
sabcheye ujjwal chatro... Premero joware bhashabe dohare badhan khule dao...
dao ..dao..dao” badhan kothay je khulbe.. “Pagol nabik bhuliye dilo amader
dikbidik.Besh chilo amader se somoy ta, kintu kono din achar achoroner
paribartan hoy ni... sudhu duto moner binimoy sutra chilo choto choto chithi..
aar binimoy sutra chilo Ladly r Chemistry boi ta, boi ta brown paper diye malat
deya chilo... boi binimoy holei udgrib chilam kakhon malat ( takhon cover balar
rewaz chilo na ) khule chithi ta porbo.... khule porlam “ Parabashi chole esho
ghare.. anukulo samiran bahe “... ki
lajjya.. ki lajjya, tabuo abar adhir apekkha.. kabe abar boi adan prodan habe.
Choto sahar, choto college,,, suru holo phisphas... gunjan... tao abar hoy
naki? Dujaner dharmoi to alada, eto ghor kali.... mahapap, sesh porjonto amader
Adhyapak Shantida daklen amader dujon ke, Tezarat Shantida r khub priya chhatro,,
o takhon 2nd year 1st class peye 3rd year amar
2nd year final pray ghare kache niswas phelche, uni ektai katha
badho badho hoye bollen, tomader dujaner lekha parar khati hok e ami chai na,
duti ujjwal chatro-chatrir bidyarjone jeno kono ched na pare, karon e samparko
amader samaj mene nebe na.. aar samaj ke sahashi tolar sahosh Shantida r nei
akapate sikar kore nilen. Ki kori? Dujoner kache dujoner angikar bhangbo ki
kore?ashuk na keno jatoi jhar jhanja. Shantida ke katha dilam para shonay kono
khati hote debo na, kintu samaj ke khushi korte parbo na nijera samporko bhenge
diye, Abhibhabak porjay baparta poucholo.... Prof Binayak Sen aro gambhir hoye
gelen..... Sen paribar naki bishal uccha ghor... ami bhabi Prof Altaf Hossain
ra ba kom kishe? .Baba Itihas er bibhagiyo [radhan, Prof Hossain English er
pradhan... amar Maa ghoor-grihosthali niye thakte bhalobasen, Tezarat er Maa o
tai,, tabe aar uchhaghar jatiyo proshno ashe keno? Tezarat likhechilo.. “
Bhalobasha aar Mrityu dutoi ashe na janiye... mrityu chiniye ney jibon aar
bhalobasha jagay natun pran “, er moddhe amar maa sampurna vinno, maa amake
nirabe samarthan kore jachhe bhujte pari, karon meyerai meyeder na bala katha
bhujte pare, tabe eta o thik baba mene nite pareni kintu e niye barite kono ashanti
koren na, sabai kemon chupchap, keu
karuna keu ba grihna abar keu abak chokhe amay dekhe.
Shunlam Tezarat er
baba ke ekti dharmiyo committee dekechilo, kintu tini dekha korben na ba tader
kono anushashon o manben na bole janiye diyechen, abar eo bolechen tini nije
theke amader dujon ke kono sahajya o korben na, 2nd year final
samnei, parashona r na khati hoye jay, Baba hatat ekdin nirdesh dilen ore
college jaoa bandho karo, adekha naki samporke bhatar tane sahajjya korbe.Kintu
maa rukhe daralen bodhhoy sei protham bollen science er chhatrir college na
jaoa aar parashona chere deya ek jinish. Kolahal ek samoye charame uthlo, kintu
othar kono karon e chilo na, college er pichoner NCC r mathe bostam, kintu hat
porjonto dharini ba keu chesta korini, ami school er sei sabuj paar sada sari r
abbhesh chari ni, Tezarat o pajama aar gerua panjabi tyag koreni,,, o likhlo “ Amra dujana Swarga
Khelona Garibo na Dharani te” ami likhlam “ Ei korecho bhalo nithur he , ei korecho
bhalo.... jibone more tibro dahan jalo”.. Amra bhabtam jotoi samaj badha dik na
keno sudhu Rabithakur achen amader sathee sab somoy, tar ekti kabita r line ba
ganer ekta kali amader ke debe ladai korber shakti.... gungun kore geye
cholechi “ amar ei path chaoa tei ananda”
Tabe, bidhata bodhoy alokkhe heshe chilen jakhon amra
geyechilam “ tomar amar milon habe bole”. Tezarat 3rd year final
debe, ami 2nd year final kono rakome 2nd class peye 3rd
year class suru korechi,hatat Prof.Altaf dudiner jar e iholok tyag korlen, ore
aar amar chokhe anndhokar neme elo, Tezarat bollo sahor cher berote habe
jibikar sandhane, echarao Prof Altaf er mrittur pore, oder samaj kartara aro
beshi khagohasto hoye uthlo, sahor chere chole na gele astitter sankat hote
pare,amar paoa sabcheye dirgho chithi ta pelam bandho Ardhendu r hat diye,
karon chemistry boi er adan pradan er rasta to kabei bando hoyeche, sesh line
ta chilo “ amar e path tomar pather theke anek dure gache benke” tabe apekkha
korbo, samaje protisthito hoye, samajer samne darabo dujone bolbo bidhir bidhan
mene dharmer dohai na diye mene nao amader joutho jiban,
Dhire dhire sab kichu bodle jete laglo, ami postgraduation o
complete kore jela saharer Raj college e sujog pelam, ekla chalar montro nilam,
din kete jai, chhatro chatri der niye besh achi, er moddhe ghotlo sei ghatana
ta, pray ek jug pore bandhu Monika r sathe Satyajit Roy er “ Shimabaddha”
cinema ta dekhlam bandhabi Monika r sathe.... keno janina nayak Shyamalendu
Chatterjee moner moddhe dag keto galo...
kothay jeno achar acorone, katha bolar bhangimay Tezarat er sathe advut ekta
mil, jadio Tezarat er sathe college er pare aar dekha joyni ba khoj o paini.
Shunlam college er barshik utsav ebar khub baro kore habe,
ekta banijjik protisthan sampurno bay bhar bahon korbe. Udbodhoni annushthan e
sei protisthan er ancholik adhikarta Sri Tezarat Hossain uposthit thakben
sandhya 6 tay, nam tar mil ektu bicholito korleo bhablam erokom namer mil to
thaktei pare... porichalon samity thik korlo , udbhodoni sangeet gaiben Debika
Sen.
Sedin amra sabai uposthit, manche je jar jaygay, sabha suru
haber ektu agei elen pradhan atithi, mathay bidyut er jhakani anubhab
korlamm.... o to amar i Tezarat, sei cheharay
samannyo poribortan eseche, abhijatya
jog hoyeche, arektu jeno joulush bereche, kintu eki rakamer dhir sthir,
mukhe sei smito hashi, baro baro gol chashma ta aar nei, chokhe hal amoler
chashm, suit tie e bisesh bhabe bhusito..... jeno sei Simabaddha r Shyamalendu
darie achen... advut rakamer mil.... chokhe bhese uthche Darjeeling, college
math... samaj, mandir masjid er tibro sashon..... na ami bhenge porlam na,
chotto anusashon e nijeke sangjato korlam..... ghoshana holo udbodhoni sangeet
er..... ami Debika Sen harmonium er samne boshe.... gen dhorlam “Ei lavinu
Sango Tabo Sundaro he Sundaro “
Gan er seshe aar chilam na utsab sthale.... dhir paye
college tyag kore bari phire elam, abar mone bheshe uthlo Simabaddha r
Shyamalendu aar Tezarat... dujon eki
manush noy to? Parer din Monika jante chailo function chere hatat baric hole
gelam keno? Pradhan Atithi Twzarat niyeo anek katha bollo, o o khuje peyeche
adbhut mil tar.
Sei theke Simabaddha ek bishesh jayga kore nilo amar mone,
besh pare ekta VCP kinechilam, kato jaygay je Simabaddha r CD khoj korechi tar
thik nei. Era keno je rakhe na ke jane.Aaj o Simabaddha TV te dekhale jeno
phire pai hariye jaoa dingulo ke. Natun kore phire pai Tezarat ke.
Monika r mukhe sunechi function sesh habar pare Tezarat naki
bahu khoj korechilo , gan jinni korlen tini kothay? Amar mone hoyeche “ Ei
Korecho Bhalo Nithur hey, ei Korecho Bhalo ‘
Basanti r dake sambit phire pelen Debika... ki go didi boi
to kakhon sesh hoye gache tumi ekhono TV chaliye rekhecho? TV to tumi dekhoi na
tay abar ei sab nacha gana? Oma coffee o to dekhchi bhule gacho.
Bahutal er satero tala theke namchen Debika, sadharonoto tao
jan na, aaj sambit phire peye bhablen niche jaben khola haoay ektu hatben, gaye
ekta halka chador jariye nilen, lift ponero talay thamlo, daroja khule galo,
probesh korlen ek prabin manush, sada Panjabi, pajama, jahwar coat, aro chomke
uthlen Debika, sei Soumya darshan, sei mridu hashi, Tezarat ba Shyamalendu. Mridu
kapchhilen Debika, Tezarat hat dhorlen, khub mridu galay bollen Debi ami jani
tumi ekhane natun esecho, jai ni jor kore tomar sathe dekha korte jai ni, ei
abasane ami besh koyek bachor holo basabas korchi, protikkhay chilam dekha to
ekdin nischoi habe.
Lift theke beriye dui briddho,briddha hatlen, Tezarat gavir
bhabe hat dhore roilen Debikar, katha prosonge bollen abasor er pore kaki jibon
ke hariye jete den ni, college jibon er Rabithakur aaj o Rabindranath hoye Tezarat ke bachiye
rekhechen, bahudiner sangi Nani aaj o tar sathe roye gache, ore sab kichu
daybhar ekhon Nani r opore.
Gavir prottoy er sathe bollen, bolechilam tomar protikkhay
thakbo, aaj o achi, mene niyechilam samajer simabaddhata , amar nijer
simabaddhata.... Simabaddha jibone amra dujone simabaddhatar shikar. Debika r
mone eke anuranan Simabaddha... Simabaddhata
Ponero talay lift daralo, jantrik daroja khule galo,,, Tezarat khub gavir galay bollen ashroy kori
sei Rabinfranath ke boli “ Esho Esho Amar Ghare Esho Amar Ghare... Bahir Hoye Esho...
Je acho Antare, Esho amar Ghare “